Prayer Request

I'm having a reoccurrence of a bladder/kidney problem. I was discouraged a few days back when I came down with it. Praying it would go away so I dont have to resort to antibiotics for a whole month. I know the Lord has things for me to learn through this and I pray that I will get the point so I can be 'made whole again'.

How true that you dont thank the Lord enough for health, until you are sick again. I had to go to bed this afternoon as the pain in my lower stomach was to bad to move around, but I'm determined to not get down, and to fight on!

Prayer request: that my visit with the doc tomorrow morning will go well, and that the antibiotics fights/wipes out what it needs to do without damaging the rest of my body. -Speedy recovery.

Other news:
I'm thankful I've had Shae here with me, she has been so encouraging to me. She has little lines that Andrew told her to say to me when I'm gloomy; she has quoted a few to me already. So sweet!

She told me yesterday morning 'Mom I’m usually real said when dad goes on the road, but I feel happy right now even though he is going for so long', I told her that was the Lords grace, and a satisfied feeling for yielding our will over to the Lord's; which isn't always easy when it comes to loved ones gone. Having her tell me this so cheerfully encouraged me greatly to see the Lord working things out little by little.

Gavin (3 years old) is an entirely different story; I talked to Gavin this evening, but he got all sad, he tearfully told me on the phone tonight 'mama I cannot be brave, I'm sad, I want to be with you', I told him in a few weeks he will take the big airplane home to be with mommy, that didn't seem to help at all as he replied ' I don't want to go on the big airplane I want to walk to you now', I guess he realized that the whole 'travel'can take a while… he wants a speedy way to be home with mommy, sob.